good. i've walked out of post-concert low-ness! (: (except for this tingling feeling that i can't exactly explain, but i think it's because of the fact that we're facing mountains of homework again)

but i still can't exactly see how i'm going to bring myself to listen to other people's rendition of huanghe on the 22nd of july. okay i'm not being disparaging about the people who'll be playing the concerto during mep concert because i'm very aware (very aware, thank you) that they are also very brilliant people and probably much more brilliant than i am (and of course, they're really lucky because they get to play with an orchestra). but it's just that it feels different listening to other people play something that you've played before, and particularly something that you have a very strong emotional attachment with (after all, it had been 3 months of hard work!). and for one thing, playing something before means you really are going to be rather critical about other people's performances, and i seriously don't want that to spoil my enjoyment of the piece. but i don't see how i can like what, detach myself from everything that has happened and just like listen.

this is bad. i've never felt so strongly for music ever before. i don't know why, but it seems as if like music is taking over my life. fine, it's a good thing in a way, but it's just not me. i'm definitely not someone who'll get like all excited when faced with music but it's just happening. and it's not as if i've actually seriously contemplated about being a musician (okay now pretend you didn't read that).

anyway, that's just that. now, who wants to come for a violin concert somewhere in november? you know there's a reason behind why i'm asking. you know it. obviously i'm playing some role in it, duh! (: fine, i'm accompanying this violinist in sarasate's introduction and tarantella, which is, by the way, an absolutely spunky piece (yes, you heard it, spunky) and is fantabulously nice. yes, and i expect people to come! but maybe not. i mean, wouldn't it be extremely ironic if no one turns up when i'm a soloist, and everyone turns up when i'm an accompanist!

that day during research studies, the teacher was asking us what our blogs were for. i think i know my answer. mine is for my senseless rantings and also for me to pretend that they are people who actually want to read these senseless rantings of mine.

or zongmin, in english, chinese or - okay, not really otherwise.

rafflesian
111 (06) | 213 (07) | 414 (09)
tripscience/lit♥ + mep, crab! (:
RGSChoir♥: sop2/alto1 + appassionata!
RGSPB-fior, batch of 'o9! (:
waddlian :D
CAPper'o7!
OBS}hillary!♥
team rgs/nsc08! (:
RGS-ICYL08: FIXcomm!♥
wycf08, satb choir! :D
ISYF@SG09!♥

lives, writes, sings, plays the piano, and attempts to sound intellectual at times (conclusion: fails rather miserably).

loves music (almost strictly classical, hurhur & inclusive of faziolis!), literature (& also the sciences - no they are not in conflict), making hopelessly lame puns, laughter, white/milk chocolate, cheesecake, the world & the people in it. list not exhaustive, by the way.

wants the world to be filled with peace, joy and love, and also wants (perhaps a little more selfishly) to be happy, plus lead a life of purpose. that would be more than enough. (:

oh, and she likes embarking on her own 'free hugs!' campaigns after exams and the like; not really sure why. D: (at any rate, you can tell that she's random enough.)

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darrell
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siyi
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suetping
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weite
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very plain, she knows; but this is probably herself in its entirety - nothing more than a compilation of perhaps-boring-to-you little things (and the occasional Important Event), but also nothing less than all the brilliant memories which constitutes her life, and perhaps yours.

also interpreted as an inability to express with other things but words (nothing more, nothing less!), although even words sometimes won't do enough. but she does like orange.

v2.0 (230208): maybe solid grey isn't that fantastic after all. but wordy is good, all the same. she's weird, she knows.

ver. i-pretend-that-it-is-3.0-when-i-know-it-is-not (070608): i am boring, take that. (:

v4.0 (200908): got bored, so cut down on the quasi-fanciful stuff even more. perfectly plain now, though somehow the background still doesn't work on safari / google chrome. ):